When everybody that you love Up and goes to the next room Leaving you alone, And all you can do is question your cognitive abilities You really should've seen this coming from a mile away It was clear as day So maybe your parents fucked up raising you Or maybe existence really wasn't meant for you Or maybe everything you've ever done was never supposed to be done by you And maybe you can't hold a conversation as well as your buddy Matt Or as well as anybody else that you've ever met, And honestly it's probably just all in your head Yeah it's all in your head! Or maybe everything you struggle with is just a social construct Just a silly concept , You'll stick you head in the sand As these pretentious philosophies sweep you off your feet Toss you to the night sky Where everything's alright Yeah everything's alright Where nothing really matters And nothing that you've ever done That makes you feel incompetent Really even makes you all that incompetent Because that's just a concept that doesn't have to exist You're a pretentious prick And it's alright It's alright, it's alright Yeah you're alright ------------------------------------------ When everybody I love Up and goes to the next room Leaving me alone And all I can do is question my cognitive abilities I really should've seen this coming from a mile away It was clear as day So maybe my parents fucked up raising me Or maybe existence really wasn't meant for me Or maybe nothing that I've ever done was ever supposed to be done by me And maybe I can't hold a conversation as well as my buddy Matt Or as well as anybody else that I've ever met And honestly it's probably just all in my head Yeah it's all in my head! Or maybe everything I struggle with is just a social construct Just a silly concept I'll stick my head in the sand As these pretentious philosophies sweep me off my feet Toss me to the night sky Where everything's alright Yeah everything's alright Where nothing really matters And nothing that I've ever done That makes me feel incompetent Really even makes me all that incompetent Because that's just a concept that doesn't have to exist I'm a pretentious prick And it's alright And it's alright, it's alright I'm alright

Nothing seems to change And I just can't be bothered To crawl back through the mud Calling out your name I guess you haven't changed Cause you just can't be bothered To tell me the truth You've never had it in you Yeah nothing seems to change And I just can't be bothered To crawl back through the mud Calling out your name Cause I've got my favorite pants on And I just can't be bothered to dirty them for you

Caterpillar or sawfly Doesn't matter what you call it All I know is that I saw this thing Crawling around my bedroom floor For a contiuous 14 days The tree outside my window Gradually extended through At the expense of the energy it takes for me To bring the leaves inside So this caterpillar can eat its way through the nights As I watched this thing survive I knew the day was coming In about 20 days this larvae Would make itself at home In the chrysalis stage Of its very short time alive It spun its new cocoon And nestled up inside it Waiting for its time To spread its wings Become a butterfly And see the better side of life But when it happened I really wasn't ready As my eyes witnessed a friend of mine Achieve his greatest goal He was free from all the burdens Tirin' his little legs out And soon enough, he will die But he still felt the greatest happiness That he could ever dream of And that is all Any of us Could ever really dream of Isn't it?

About a month ago I Told my friends that I Was making plans to Go off the deep end. Yet here I am, At the edge of the same bed. I haven't moved, I haven't learned. I haven't lost, I haven't earned. I just inhabit [The vacancies Forming caverns Inside of me.]